Living

With the job now secure, there is nothing holding me back from finishing this transition. It's been over two weeks since I did anything but Kelly and I'm loving every single minute of it. Being able to finally let it all go and totally immerse myself in this brave new world is perhaps the most rewarding thing I've ever experienced. It's better than I ever could have imagined and while I still have a lot to learn, I'm getting there and each day is easier than the one before. I've now set my sights on my next goal and that's somehow coming up with the money tto pay for sex reassingment surgery. Having a penis is incredibly disconcerting and just knowing that it is there is enough to make me ill. It needs to go and soon.

Second on my list of things to do is get a boyfriend. You see, I might not like having the male genitalia, but that doesn't mean I'm not totally intrigued by those who do. Penis on me is bad, penis on a boyfriend, good! Does that make me a bad girl?

3 comments:

konagod | April 21, 2008 at 1:13 PM

My philosophy is simple enough. Penis on a boyfriend, always good.

nexy | April 24, 2008 at 6:25 PM

it's interesting how some people don't "get it". i totally love my husband's penis, but didn't want to keep mine. and that feeling got worse the further along my transition progressed.

Kelly | April 24, 2008 at 9:14 PM

I'm more than ready to see it go!